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named Oh Wei Fung on December 10 1992. age 17 by end this year. male -
currently' studying in SMK Kuching High
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Addcited to j-rock,metal and classical styled music
WARNING! Don`t get me pissed,the consequences are unimginable
i want my piano diploma which will be very hard to get now
i want a new pc,laptop,cash,law degree and of course a wonderful life
etc. etc. etc.
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
well....it`s the last day of the Raya holidays...i wish i could relive this holiday....it`s just so fun..many happy memories are gained from this holiday...haih...i wish it would have lasted longer...
Labels: depressed
1:24 AM
nothing shall foretell my return
Saturday, June 6, 2009
the holidays are ok at first..i enjoyed it....but then...things turned...it turned into a nightmare for me....the things that i came to know are just so depressing....i feel no different than a failure...because i am one...if i was more alert then all this would not have happened....but i am not...trouble found me afterwards....i so dearly wish i could reset time but i could never do that...i cant shake off this feeling...it`s damn depressing but the truth before my eyes are just too clear to ignore...
i did not even have a good night`s sleep last night...after my nightmare i wrote wrote and wrote...until daybreak...now i have panda eyes...my nightmare did not end there...no it did not...someone from 3 years ago suddenly found me...a ghost from the past that reminds me of my misery and all the sadness and failures that i have gone through...conclusion...i feel more and more like a failure...
Jes...leave me alone...haven`t you tortured me enough 3 years ago?? haven`t you? Stop this...u remind me too much of my mistakes and misery...go away...don`t ever come back....i still haven`t forgotten what u did 3 years ago...i hate u for that...u are worse than the devil himself......why find me now when you didn`t even appear after that...to torture me somemore?? Don`t mess with me...go away
Labels: angered, depressed
11:49 AM
nothing shall foretell my return
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
could something happy just fucking pop out of nowhere already!?!? i am tired of this everyday feeling down routine...DAMN!!!!!!!!!!Labels: depressed
2:35 PM
nothing shall foretell my return
Saturday, May 16, 2009
tired,stressed..depressed....it`s the only 3 words i understand and feel at the moment....haih
Labels: depressed
11:49 PM
nothing shall foretell my return
Saturday, May 9, 2009
ntg much about today....
pressured with exam..cant even feel decently happy....
haih...
exam equals depression for me...T.T
went to band...aint much fun liek it used to me...haih...
it`s definitely not my day...sobz
Labels: depressed
9:15 PM
nothing shall foretell my return
