Songs Of Angels

UPDATE

2009-11-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

well...finally i feel like updating my blog...got a new keyboard from pc fair form only rm46....quite satisfied with it as it is way much better than my old keyboard, those who have used it should know why my old keyboard sucks even though it`s logitech brand...the new keyboard is also logitech branded but the quality is way better..^.^..

You called me on the phone today...i was kinda shocked at first when i heard your voice...then happiness filled me...haha....really miss you....well...21 days to go till you come back to Kuching

AND

To all spm candidates out there....15 days till this freakin exam ends....give it all your best...freedom is way near...^.^

The holidays are almost over....

2009-09-27T01:24:00.003+08:00

well....it`s the last day of the Raya holidays...i wish i could relive this holiday....it`s just so fun..many happy memories are gained from this holiday...haih...i wish it would have lasted longer...

Crying without reason

2009-09-22T00:09:00.001+08:00

feeling down today....
even though i went for a movie...hang out with frens....
but...this feeling...it`s still here...
tears have been shed but still feeling down...
sometimes you ask yourself questions and try to find answers...
sometimes u get more questions than answers and more doubt than faith...
i used to believe i can do it...but can i? it`s been a tough bet from the start and it`s getting tougher...sighs

Gay or pure coincidence??

2009-09-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

this picture really makes me wonder...they ended up in bad together...after a night of clubbing....they were partially blur cz of the alcohol...wat did they do....let ur imgainations run wild people...wat did they do after all of us went to slp...and then waking up seeing them in tat positon? HMM!?!?!? xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Should have cut my haie before today...=.=

2009-09-08T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hair kena cut....sighs.....but i wonder...did Mr.Andrew Chan went to a hair cutting course? he seems more skilled compared to before...haha....but still it sucks....unlucky unlucky unlucky.....=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.....

feeling free

2009-09-07T14:47:00.002+08:00

well...i finally said i...i spilled everything out...and i mean everything....after i said everything tats been kept inside so long i felt and still fell free as if all the weight has been lifted from me...mock exam this friday....i can feel the pressure and tension building up at an accelarating rate....SPM is near....the year is already at the later parts and i am not ending it without accomplishing nothing...wish me luck for the mock...bye...going to study...hehehehehe

A nice Saturday morning

2009-09-05T08:45:00.002+08:00

when i woke up this morning the first thing i noticed is that today...the weather is just so nice...^.^...mock exams are starting next week...really hope that i am fully prepared by then....i wanna get some good results for this mock...excluding add mx from my list..i jz wanna get a 2 digit number for that...hehehehe....

THIS MORNING WEATHER IS JUST SO GREAT.
going out for a walk....goodbye for now...^.^

back to school life

2009-09-01T14:33:00.002+08:00

results are being given out and i ain`t satisfied with them but this is all within expectations...
mock exam in 2 weeks and my mom is taking away my phone in the afternoon and because she wants to to concentrate on my studies....haih...lidat ma cannot sms den will miss people and bored to NEAR death...haih

Warcraft 3 1.24 patch and 6.62 map release

2009-08-26T10:10:00.002+08:00

well...the 6.62 map is released but it wont run with the 1.21 version of warcraft 3,the 6.62 map is wrtten by icefrog only to run with the 1.24a version of warcraft 3..so go and download the 1.24a patch and of course download the 1.24b also...because 1.24a is bugged and 1.24b willb e realeased shortly(according to icefrog)

For more info please visit the following web site:
www.dota-utilities.com

or as a convenience i will paste the download link of the patch here:
http://www.gameupdates.org/details.php?id=3681

enjoy the holidays...^.^

finally and update

2009-08-21T11:50:00.003+08:00

have not been updating my blog for quite sometime...haha

so...exams have finished and the holidays are starting but this coming holiday will be different...i am actually gonna study....spm mock is near and so is spm....i have alot of catching up to do on my studies espcially my chemistry....haih....spending holidays studying just aint my style...but still it`s needed if i wanna get some good results in the coming mock exam....so sad...

but there is still gonna be some enjoyment...the co-existence of study and fun is possible...abosulutely possible...^.^

IT`S RAINING

2009-08-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

damn rain finally came....raining~
LALALALALAL
OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

BLURNESS

2009-08-08T00:33:00.004+08:00

it`s my 70th post and all i wanna talk bout is that...
5
4
3
2
1
..........................................................................................................

I AM BLUR NOW
YEA!!!!!!!
SO BLUR!!!!!!

and of cz bored...

Quote of the day:he who is blur but not blur yet blur is blur blur..added together is call blurrerrrrrr.....

so i am blurrerrrrrr...and blur...haha

HOT WEATHER SUCKS

2009-08-06T16:34:00.002+08:00

hot weather really sucks...
so hot~
hot till mak be jin now...
sit in air con room oso sweat de wor!!!!
WTFH?!?!?!?!
i really hope it rains soon....>.<....
i want RAIN

PUPPIES~

2009-08-03T14:17:00.005+08:00

long time no update....lol
nvm nvm....the stars of my pos today will be german sheperd puppies..
always like that breed...but the pups i am gonna show u cost 2.8k....wow...that`s the price that is stoppin me from buyin one...****

the one i want....>.<

fun day

2009-07-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

it`s a fun day...
WALKED FINISH the joggerthon..
frens came to my house...
EL ZEE BANGED MY BASS....WOOHOO
den went for movie...
Harry Potter and the half blood prince is a nice movie~
compiling picture post...gonna post it out soon~

hehe....haha

2009-07-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

goin to WALK in the joggerthon tomorrow...xD
last year in this school so i am up for any event...xDD
after joggerthon go watch movie...whee~
hope tomorrow is fun

wish me luck tmr....haha

bored

2009-07-20T14:25:00.001+08:00

really bored...
blogging..
thinkin bout you...
playing with cards...
goin to study later...

BORED!!!

goodbye dog

2009-07-18T20:39:00.004+08:00

this post is a goodbye to doggy Sim Zee Ang...
he left for miri to go curtin uni for further studies edi...
these few years...his presence is much welcomed
but his bird grow mao liao need to uni edi..xDD
so i wish him goodluck there...he will be missed

GOODLUCK ANG!! XD
STAY COOL!!

the sexually aroused individual

2009-07-13T14:38:00.003+08:00

u are not mistaken by what u see...
YES!!
HOONG YEEE IS SEXUALLY AROUSED!!!
see that stick tats stickin out...hoho...adn he is holding the pole...hmm
went to play badminton with a bunch of ppl yesterday then chun chun his pants gt tore and hav big big hole....his arse is visible....XDD...maybe the open-ness of his backside aroused his inner self..xDD

wishful thoughts

2009-07-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

without feelings u cant feel anything...
ignoring the wonderful feelings sometimes bein lidat is actually good
sighs...sometimes i really wish that i am without feelings...

still bitter sour

2009-07-11T23:10:00.004+08:00

sighs....still feelin bitter sour lidat....exams comin soon oso....i am screwed....>< the choice is mine to make the path is mine to take...and the consequences are also mine to accept i will never regret this choice i shall live to see tomorrow and here are some pics about my most cherished possesions

the piano

the bass guitar

sighs

2009-07-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

i am filled with bitter sour feelings....that`s all i have to say...

quite a nice day....hehe

2009-07-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

went back to scout meeting after some period of time for job week award presentation and of cz new bp room opening...aint gonna say much...i gt 1 trophy...1 compass...1 minei maglite....^.^...been playin with it....nice~

gonna post pics about them soon...^.^

OH YEAH~

2009-06-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

no kena ns...hehe
i no kena ns...no kena...NO KENA PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally an update

2009-06-29T14:42:00.002+08:00

so long no come update this blog of mine...been thinkin alot lately...yea...alot...sad thoughts some happy ones...memories...all of it...really troubled and disturbed with no one to turn to i might as well keep it to myself...

went out on two mornings of sport day to do something i thought iw ille njoy but i din enjoy one second of it...i ran away so i don`t need to see something i really dun wanna see...something that will let me feel down to my limits....but wat use of running away when u know what`s gonna happen..

with one more wound i still continue on this path...but it seems meaningless now

DAMN DIGI

2009-06-21T20:49:00.004+08:00

damn digi for not letting ppl receive messages....
damn their lousy service....
damn them for wasting ppl $$...
damn them for not improving their damned service
damn them for making me say damn so many damn times...
DAMN!!!!!

feeling detached

2009-06-17T14:19:00.003+08:00

getting all 0 for my exam...accused of cheating and doomed guilty....damn....feel so detached all the time lately...keep daydream....lolz....i just stare into open spaces and remain silent unknowingly...kinda funny...maybe is caused by the all 0 thing.....=.=....it`s like i lost anticipation towards things de feel....test paper give back i count le marks then remembered it`s gonna be a 0....den another test paper come count le mark den is 0...tmmd....=.=...i kept sleeping lately....sleep is where i find peace...slp no nd care thing...slp won`t kena ppl scold...xDDD...but i fell so restless...sien...working hard for next exam edi....for the first time in 2 years i really wanan go for something good....lolz...this is also gonna be my first time getting last place in class...wow...i guess everything has a first..haha...gonna go sleep agn later...whee~

Searching for the answer at the end.......

2009-06-12T23:11:00.005+08:00

i have been walking down this path long enough have I?? i guess so...tears are shed...heartbroken for more than once...but is till kept walking on and on...the scars,wounds,pains are increasing everytime....tears are shed almost frequently now...but....why do I continue....i don`t really know until a few moments ago...I continue because what drives me on down this path is true and special...i am in search of what is at the end of this path...no matter if it is despair...or grant the the one wish i truly desire....i want the answer....no matter good or bad i need the answer...

But this path gets harder everyday...lonelier...the once beautiful scenery almost gone....drifting further and further away...now....i am struggling to even keep on....i am tired...almost restless....the answer has kinda appeared before my eyes...but is blur...not clear yet....i am near the end...but now i am afraid...of what`s going to be...i am afraid of the end...but i still gotta face it when the time comes....

now this is a simple thing i wrote titled You

YOU
You always appear in my mind,
as if my mind could only have you as thoughts,
but what`s before my eyes is something i am afraid of,
even if i have anticipated it a long time ago,
i don`t know if i can handle it,

I have been having nightmares lately,
nightmares of the answer i don`t wanna see,
i have lost sleep...
i am enclosed by the lonely feeling

i need your company but you would rarely need mine,
even with one word from you could help a lot...
but lately it seems too much to ask...
yea,it`s too much to ask

When i have no news of you i always wonder,
what are you doing?? Where are you now and lots more,
then i realised....
I won`t feel lonely when i am alone,
I feel lonely when i am missing you and thinking of you

But life`s gotta go on...days passed...time doesn`t wait..
it rarely gives u pardons or second chances,
it just passes leaving me in tears and memories of yesterday

Why am I clinging on the smallest of chances??
the only clear answer are my feelings for you

written by:Oh Wei Fung/CryingXAngeL
Dated:12-June-2009
Time:4.35am-5.05am

confidence is at an all time low,I really hope this will pass and have a happy ending

FINDING DRUMMER

2009-06-09T11:59:00.001+08:00

finding a drummer now.....if anyone is interested please find me....prefered to be interested in rock style music and j-rock...metal oso

MIracles happen

2009-06-08T10:19:00.003+08:00

teh gift of music is something special...i appreciate that gift...it`s a big part of me....yesterday.....during my bass guitar class...this kid is learning guitar form the same teacher...2 months experience only and he played a song far above his level....LOL....my teacher also shocked...haha....his pure determination to learn that song has helped him through...he can play it now....it`s a big leap for him...for other`s who are interested in music out there...why not learn music?? even without talent you still can learn it...determination is something important...i tried to play moonlight sonata when i was only grade 3...it was funny....i created my own unknown version of it....and it doesn`t sound very good but i helped me improved....

Try to learn as many instruments as possible....it`s no harm....it is beneficial..xDD...knowing how to play a variety of instruments is just great...musis is a blessing to the world....believe me it is...it helps damn lot in the hard times..boost happiness in the good times...be one with it...be inspired by it`s beauty...embrace music.

unhappy holiday

2009-06-06T11:49:00.003+08:00

the holidays are ok at first..i enjoyed it....but then...things turned...it turned into a nightmare for me....the things that i came to know are just so depressing....i feel no different than a failure...because i am one...if i was more alert then all this would not have happened....but i am not...trouble found me afterwards....i so dearly wish i could reset time but i could never do that...i cant shake off this feeling...it`s damn depressing but the truth before my eyes are just too clear to ignore...

i did not even have a good night`s sleep last night...after my nightmare i wrote wrote and wrote...until daybreak...now i have panda eyes...my nightmare did not end there...no it did not...someone from 3 years ago suddenly found me...a ghost from the past that reminds me of my misery and all the sadness and failures that i have gone through...conclusion...i feel more and more like a failure...

Jes...leave me alone...haven`t you tortured me enough 3 years ago?? haven`t you? Stop this...u remind me too much of my mistakes and misery...go away...don`t ever come back....i still haven`t forgotten what u did 3 years ago...i hate u for that...u are worse than the devil himself......why find me now when you didn`t even appear after that...to torture me somemore?? Don`t mess with me...go away

hmm.....motivated?? kinda...xDD

2009-06-05T13:51:00.005+08:00

i will wait...
i want to turn what could`ve been into what will be..
i believe in second chances and i will work for it...
i will work hard..
chances are not gonna slip through my fingers again..no not again...
i don`t want to be a failure...
no more failing...

i will carry out what needs to be done..i will make up for all the wrongs and the mistakes...time is not on my side but i will use every second of it dearly...

我不会再错过...

i could only do what i can do

2009-06-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

you are worth everything...this problem...i will clear it someday...yea...someday...i promise...i don`t want all to end here...no...i do not wish for that...i will find a way...

Phone call....damn

2009-06-04T16:49:00.001+08:00

one damn phone call...makes me wish i could reset time...wth

Goin June Camp

2009-05-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

hey people...gonna leave home for a few days...goin to june camp...so my blog wont be update for quite awhile...bye~(for 3 days...xD)

Black Ghost Card Deck

2009-05-31T12:02:00.005+08:00

on top are a few images about my black ghost deck..nice huh? haha

Afterlife-Avenged Sevenfold

2009-05-30T12:08:00.003+08:00

Like walking into a dream
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems
'Cause we?ve been waiting for you

Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light
But girl, this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
So how did this come to be, arrived too early?

And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain
'Cause we've been waiting for you

Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right
(With my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I?m much too young to fall)

So out of place don't wanna stay
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand
But realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening

Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken, I?m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
?Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I?d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

fallen in love with songs by Avenenged Sevenfold lately....their songs are great...this is one of the hit songs of the bad..hte lyrics are nice and meaningful

Holidays are finally here!!

2009-05-29T13:35:00.004+08:00

ahh..waited so long for the holidays...blogskin changed..xDD...went to watch terminator salvation yesterday...the movie is great...but sadly i say an obscene sight towards the end of the movie...i say Hoong Yeee and Zee Ang gay-ther...and the kimak dog still owe me rm20...go movie no bring money for ticket...damn him a....twice liao wor...the holidays up till now are still very satisfying...gonna go june camp next monday..go go go..enjoyment...hehe...gonna change blogskin of WWW.YELOWRITING.BLOGSPOT.COM next and gonna giv it an update...will change and update it before i go june camp....hehe...have fun guys...enjoy the holidays...^.^

Dota competiton

2009-05-22T13:35:00.002+08:00

to all dota players in kuching:
there will be a dota competition held at oneTJ from May 29 to June 3
those who are interested please take part...
i will not be taking part...players not full..sad...LOL

CHEM FAIL A

2009-05-21T14:20:00.003+08:00

chemistry 70% will fail....hehe...nvm...dn care...gave up chem so long liao...haha....today is an ok day nia lar...lol...dnoe why i keep fell weird weird de..hmm

let my mind and body fell free last nite....and the things i wrote things that suprise even myself...O.O....creepy wei...but the things i wrote oso made me realize alot of things...so i ask everybody...get in touch with ur inner self...it may bring suprises...hehe

GONNA POST SOME OF IT ON WWW.YELOWRITING.BLOGSPOT.COM
i say some because some of it kinda...hehe...no suitable to go public..xDD
according to my comrades...that blog can consider fail...swt....nvm...i will make it
a success...gonna change blogskin of that blog oso..see liao dou sien...haha

feeling much better

2009-05-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

ahh...finally feeling better....lolz

blog skin getting old...gonan change new de during teh holidays

MY BIO FAIL A...T.T...at least i think i am going to..xDD

SHUT UP!!!

2009-05-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

i not happy i simply scold u den sorry la...cibai a...shut up...enuf things bothering me edi

DAMN!!!!!

2009-05-19T14:35:00.001+08:00

could something happy just fucking pop out of nowhere already!?!? i am tired of this everyday feeling down routine...DAMN!!!!!!!!!!

T-M-D

2009-05-19T14:13:00.002+08:00

ONLY 3 LETTERS TO DESCRIBE TODAY

T-M-D!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired...

2009-05-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

tired,stressed..depressed....it`s the only 3 words i understand and feel at the moment....haih

tired...

2009-05-16T23:49:00.001+08:00

tired,stressed..depressed....it`s the only 3 words i understand and feel at the moment....haih

DISAPPOINTED

2009-05-16T19:52:00.004+08:00

went to watch Angels and Demons today....a motion picture produced from the bestselling book written by Dan Brown a.k.a they author of another bestseller which i think all of you know of that is the Da Vinci Code...but they god damned director changed 60% of the original story for some reason i damn sure don`t understand...go with the book please....it rocks and the movie...well...maybe for people that din read teh book it is good but for me..someone who read the book...it`s really a big disappointment...haih...damn script writer and director and also the producer

DISAPPOINTED

2009-05-16T19:52:00.001+08:00

I AM SORRY

2009-05-15T20:18:00.002+08:00

TO THE ONE I SO VERY CARE ABOUT i am really really sorry...
i know it`s not the first time i disturbed ur feelings...
i am really sorry..
it`s my fault..
if that incident disturbed u in any possible way and also the impossible
pls forgive me

对不起，原谅我好吗？

fun school day...xD

2009-05-13T14:39:00.003+08:00

it`s quite a fun day at school...LOL...finally!! form 3`s are taking injections today some are very scared...quite funny..xDD....den jiu went for picture taking for sivik project...LOL....posing and doin fake thing once again...kinda like moral...haha....den jiu take some lame lame de pictures....lolz

exams getting nearer and nearer le....studyin liek crazy lately...definitely not my style.........=.=....i anti-study de....get sleepy everytime i study...lol.

Cant time past faster?? i want this exam to be over~
holidays~i miss those days...haih

very pissed these few days

2009-05-12T14:29:00.002+08:00

very pissed bout myself.....after u do homework u will remember to bring it to school the next day rite?? i always forget de wor....do liao put on table den totally forget about it...=.=....

AND!!!!!!!

SESCO YTD DNOE DO WAT
MAKE PPL NO LIGHT TO STUDY!!
VERY HUAI LA NOW!!!
KNN ARR!!!!

dnoe wat sesco does these days...keep no electricity....they blur liao...diam them arr...GRR!!!!!!!

Another saturday

2009-05-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

ntg much about today....
pressured with exam..cant even feel decently happy....
haih...
exam equals depression for me...T.T
went to band...aint much fun liek it used to me...haih...
it`s definitely not my day...sobz

Goodbye~

2009-05-05T14:31:00.001+08:00

today marks teh end of the career of a great teacher....
Pn.Khadijawati Binti Abdullah...
she is a good teacher..
she cares..
she teaches great...
she scold ppl till very sat..xDD
she gives the best adivise...

GOODBYE AND THANK YOU!!

well....i do have a sad feel about this departure..haha....i still remember the day she first came to teach me...she did an epic entrance into the class that i still remember...it all seems like it`s just yesterday...well...time flies and now she retired..she will be missed..LOL

School day

2009-05-04T14:38:00.003+08:00

once again i went to school today...and some incident happened...i teman my friend go down canteen...den i met lesley....she zho u zho bo say me ponteng wor....ponteng herself but say gt pass...but i guess it`s invisible cause i din see any PASS...and for the record....i do not ponteng....i just go down to canteen for a walk nia...go toilet den go canteen walk got wrong har now..which malaysian law says so....lesley u can find i chia u anything u request even if i edi owe u something....lolz

tagged..but lazy do...bo eng do...will do later..............................................................................................

when i say later is when i am bored....xDD

Saturday

2009-05-02T23:46:00.001+08:00

went to see movie today...x-men...haha...nice la the movie
ntg much happened today....
can say is a boring day....
lol....
see...
bored till dnoe wat to write about..
oh well....
is lidat de liao lor...
lidat de liao...
bored....
BORED...bored~
exams are near.....i fear exams now...T.T
hope can get better results this time...haih~

New Bass Guitar

2009-05-01T22:07:00.001+08:00

got my bass guitar today...
i bought white de...
and it`s super nice...
woo

OH YEAH!!!

DOTA

2009-04-30T15:44:00.003+08:00

to all dota players out there...

if u are anxious for teh release of dota map 6.60 please check for information at

www.icefrog.com

it`s icefrog`s personal blog about well.....dota most of the time
if u want the latest info on dota please go there and have a look

Thanks....happy gaming^^

hyperension

2009-04-30T15:00:00.002+08:00

I HAV HYPERTENSION!!!!

SEE!!! SO TENSE!!!!!!!!!

lol.....really tense lately...have hypertension arr...sobz
so tense and jumpy..walao...cant relax....
sad~

BUT BUT!!!!!!!!

new bass guitar and better amplifier!!!!
nice arr!!!

but having hypertension still sucks...T.T

gonna play bkb at 630am with frens trm morning..WOO!
it`s gonna be fun...hehe

weird

2009-04-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

feeling very weird today....so emo...i was just feelin sad for a reason i don`t know....till now still the same....maybe it`s just some reason i don`t know of and i feel sad bout it....really weird lor...thinking about it so long liao but i still dnoe the reason...i guess it`s just a

PHENOMENON I CAN`T EXPLAIN~

oh well...i guess i have to live with it for now anyway....maybe it will be better tmr...really hate feelign down....espeacially for no good reason that i know off conciously but know of unconciously....SWT

trouble

2009-04-20T15:09:00.002+08:00

got into some trouble with my mom lately.....hehe....this mouth to itchy liao lo....

go say so much...

but that`s the nature of my mouth ma....

too kiasu...kena say jiu need say back

now kimak liao lor...

T.T

Sick

2009-04-15T11:55:00.003+08:00

sick since last night..woke up this morning my head so heavy i feel like i have a rock in my head...damn bu su hu lars...when to see docter and he said maybe my nerves have prob...swt....i won`t wan that....but was very tired lately so is good to have a change to rest...xDD...hope this headache problem will pass soon....haha...exams in a month...hope i can do better den wat i did in the previous exam...i don`t want to lose to others anymore...i can be better and i will be better...still hate chemistry tough....lol

10 to 100

2009-04-13T10:33:00.004+08:00

picture a picture of one of many outings with friends

rm10 can become 100 u knw....xDD

KEYBOARD SPOILED IS SO DAMN ANNOYING DE THING

2009-04-09T13:10:00.002+08:00

walao.....my keyboard spoiled i totally cant do anything with my pc..........i tried on screen keyboard but do damn ma huan...haih...but it`s all ok now....gt new keyboard liao...xDD...holidays till monday....sui lar...xDD...have a nice holiday everyone..xDD

APRIL FOOLS

2009-04-01T15:15:00.001+08:00

ELLORA CHUA HUI ZHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

walao....sprinkle disco dust on me.....>.<....make me go competition with a sparkling hair and back....>.<

Debate Competition

2009-04-01T15:09:00.003+08:00

Today`s competition was just awesome even if we lost...we all performed well and the opponents are great....the score is 250-254

I gotta admit they are more prepared then us in all categories even tough according to the marks of all speakers we won 2 of them but one of their speaker`s marks are way high...wow...lol

WE LOST BUT WE HAD FUN!! TATS JUST ENOUGH FOR ME!! xDDD!!!!

Boring life

2009-03-31T14:46:00.002+08:00

Life is just so boring these days,go school then go home then on pc online then sleep awhile then go tuition....wth.....same routine almost everyday(except weekends..xDD) but tomorrow will be different....am going to have debate competition tomorrow....whee..xDD...finally some entertaiment in this oh so boring life routine...5S3 vs 5S5

stay tuned for the epic story....they are tough but we are tougher

wish me luck..xDD

Results

2009-03-24T14:48:00.002+08:00

My results

just sucks....
but what do you expect when you did not even put your heart into studies and i refused to cheat
i am just so easily distracted
gotta study study study
hope that my results will be satisfying in the next test........

Summary of results coming soon...

Accidents Happen

2009-03-18T09:55:00.000+08:00

twisted my ankle twice within 24 hours...=.=...now i can`t walk properly...and i can`t go for the parade tonight...=.=...but i heard that my trumpet section is doing great....so i am not so concerned once i heard that...good luck guys...you guys can do it without me...all the best...i am proud of you guys

Inspirationless

2009-03-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

i just can`t get inspirations when i need them these days...even if i get one...in ain`t right....and i am in need of inspirations for my essay.....SIEN!!!!!!!!

the cold truth

2009-03-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

The truth,
sometimes it`s good to know,
but sometimes better left unsaid,
sometimes a reliever,
sometimes a murderer of a good mood,
truth`s are cold,
truth`s are heartless,
but in the end it`s still better then lies,
even if it tears your heart and soul apart...

Silent Jelaousy - X-Japan

2009-03-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carried away by the time

Seijaku no kyouki ni katame o
tsubusareta mama

You've gone away
From the stage
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left

itsuwari no shinju de kazatta
bara no hanataba o sagasu

I'm blind insane
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love

genkaku no ai ni kawareta ayatsuri ningyo

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself
Pretend you love me

yubisaki made shinku ni somatta
ore o mitsumete

Mou taekirenai kodoku no serenade
kyozou no umi ni nagashite
yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi o
mune ni daitemo
I can not stop

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
kanashimi ni midarete
modorenai ai o kazaru
kurikaesu kodoku no naka ni

Tell me true doko ni yukeba
kurushimi o aiseru
I still want your love ai o tomete
kurui saku kioku o keshite

"I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel your breath of grace
I didn't know what to do
I couldn't say anything
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
by the tide of time, even you

But the scars of memory never fade away
I can't stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories"

You dyed my heart in blood
No way to kill my sadness
tachisaru mae ni koroshite
kyouki no ai ni dakareta hitomi wa
nani mo mienai
ima mo I miss you
Can't live without you

Silent Jealousy yume ni ochite
dakishimeru kioku o
Stay in yesterday toki o tomete
kurikaesu kodoku o keshite

Take me back to the memory, to the dream

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
kanashimi ni midarete
Kill me, Love

EXAM WEEK

2009-03-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

2nd day only and i am like almost dead....the bio....i learn de thing all no come out....T.T

SO PISSED!!!!!!! T.T

Lost- MIchael Buble

2009-03-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late

'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you\'re done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the cross
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy but you're not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
And the world\'s crashing down
And you can not bear the cross
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

Schooling life sucks recently

2009-03-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

School sucks

English Teacher a.k.a Miss Sharon Law sucks

even tough her name is law she no law de...and so damn egoistic....hate her...mouth so many go com plain for wat....now kena change seat to an isolated place....T.T

I hereby swear to disrupt her class everytime....she`s a pain....

EXAM IS NEAR

2009-02-23T14:37:00.000+08:00

TIME REALLY FLIES!!!!!!!!!
EXAM IS NEAR!!!!!!

Studied:o%
Prepared:0%

How much can i learn in such a short time??
let`s wait and see....T.T

haih.....time passes so fast,wan exam liao still dnoe until today...i will pray for good results day and night from now on...god bless me

Forever and Why You Never Know

2009-02-18T14:24:00.000+08:00

When I woke and see the morning light
It meant nothing to me
The sun does not give
Nor did i ever hope for
That light I ever wanted
From him
---------------------------------------------
O, dear,
Where thou art
Do thy not know I love thee so dearly
Do thy not know
In my heart pretty are thee
Swayed into darkness I did
I grief for your absence
Do thee ever think of me
Of that I know not
I feel dead
I feel alone
Love I do not feel
Deny love I did
Sitting alone I learned
Do not deny love
Love all you can
Live fully
Memento mori
I love you
Thou hath not know
I was sunder
My soul not in me
On the other side my soul was
My body calling for it's own soul
Calling it back from the other side
Dead i am
I sing a song of lamentation for myself
The day I stop singing
Will be the day we are together
On that day
Whence will thee come from
I know not
Til that day come
Let us sing together N' live
Til then...
I grief still for thy absence

Happy Valentine`s day

2009-02-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE`S DAY

to all lovers and even single people...happy valentine`s day..hope u all hav a wonderful 214

NYG 2009

2009-02-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

Spent rm10 for 1 non-printed ticket for this event,this event was actually held last sunday but i am too busy to post about it...it started with a last minute change of time which i think few ppl know about it cz when the clock struck 0615pm the crowd of ppl was like so less my tabel of last year`s committee members was joking bout hw few ppl wanted to attend thsi group event..lolz.

at 0630 the crowd as getting big and it`s time to start the gathering,it started off when the OC of the event Mr.Wilson Mok or known as ah mok to us gave the opening speech,he was way nervoues..haha...den it gsl of the scout group tat gave a speech adn played a game with us,the questions hard till nobody can asn de until ya sing gave the questions,aelred gt teh second question right and received an ang pau containing rm50!!! xD!! den followed by the speech by pn.kho which nt much ppl paid attention to..den suddenly the food arrived..the first plate of food was fried mee..lolz...Hoong Yeee went to the toilet and we had some fun by takign all the food leaving only a minimal amount of food left on the plate for him...of cz we are nt so cruel and gave him some from our plate to enjoy.

then came the lucky draw,Yeee gt lucky and kena his first lucky draw ever...haha..a 8 something the games began..first game nt bad..gotta stick an orange into someone`s mouth,Ling Tchii and Swee Yee volunteerd to play,i dnoe hw to say the details here but the video can be obtained from Hoong Yeee...it`s damn funny i guarantee tat...xD...den came our silly contest about competing for food on the plate which was nt a very good idea cz the food went flying when we compete for it...xD

the 2nd lucky draw began and this time is swee yee kena...kimak de...both yee and yeee of our table kena..=.=...the 2nd game of the night very lame lor...it`s called sherades of however it`s spelt cz i dnoe hw to spell it...and i think the crowd kinda unfair..scream loudest win...for example the fattest person...rover Ong Chin Ann won adn he is the slimmest up ther cz the rover crew al scream for him and they are the loudest...wth....

the highlight of events of the night was supposed to be prom king and queen but dnoe why kinda cold...guess who won?? Chang Wee Khee...hahahahahaha..he won...really hilarious chin..xD...the scouters all threw oranges at him and soon all of us followed...he kena one orange...xD!!!!! after tat it`s home sweer home so all of us went back...den Yeee do pb tai chi....ya sing call him call all fo us drink champagne but he din call us and self drink le come down tell us....tmd....

tats all...the end...LOL

after some time

2009-02-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

was criticized lately for sharing ablog with frens,but wat the hell,tats nt wrong at all.but i receive pressure from some of my friends so i opened this blog,but tat doesn`t mean tat i will stop blogging with yelo,i still tat u guys will support www.yelowriting.blogspot.com and of course support mine too..xD