i have been walking down this path long enough have I?? i guess so...tears are shed...heartbroken for more than once...but is till kept walking on and on...the scars,wounds,pains are increasing everytime....tears are shed almost frequently now...but....why do I continue....i don`t really know until a few moments ago...I continue because what drives me on down this path is true and special...i am in search of what is at the end of this path...no matter if it is despair...or grant the the one wish i truly desire....i want the answer....no matter good or bad i need the answer...

But this path gets harder everyday...lonelier...the once beautiful scenery almost gone....drifting further and further away...now....i am struggling to even keep on....i am tired...almost restless....the answer has kinda appeared before my eyes...but is blur...not clear yet....i am near the end...but now i am afraid...of what`s going to be...i am afraid of the end...but i still gotta face it when the time comes....

now this is a simple thing i wrote titled You

YOU
You always appear in my mind,
as if my mind could only have you as thoughts,
but what`s before my eyes is something i am afraid of,
even if i have anticipated it a long time ago,
i don`t know if i can handle it,

I have been having nightmares lately,
nightmares of the answer i don`t wanna see,
i have lost sleep...
i am enclosed by the lonely feeling

i need your company but you would rarely need mine,
even with one word from you could help a lot...
but lately it seems too much to ask...
yea,it`s too much to ask

When i have no news of you i always wonder,
what are you doing?? Where are you now and lots more,
then i realised....
I won`t feel lonely when i am alone,
I feel lonely when i am missing you and thinking of you

But life`s gotta go on...days passed...time doesn`t wait..
it rarely gives u pardons or second chances,
it just passes leaving me in tears and memories of yesterday

Why am I clinging on the smallest of chances??
the only clear answer are my feelings for you

written by:Oh Wei Fung/CryingXAngeL
Dated:12-June-2009
Time:4.35am-5.05am

confidence is at an all time low,I really hope this will pass and have a happy ending

Labels: this is just depressing